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[14 Jun 2008|12:41am] |
birthday was good
chicago was good.
my nose is pierced
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[01 Jun 2008|01:01am] |
my birthday is very sooon!
i think when i do go to chicago, im going to get my nose pierced. no promises yet. lol.
idk. i wonder what joe is going to get me. i have this weird feeling he's not going to get me anything. idk. he's just so tight with his money. and he rarely spends money on me.... which is fine,im not asking for the world. or anything. just something that comes from the heart. that he put thought into it.
idk. yesterday i went to the mondern with him, to see david sing. but we missed him. so since he dragged me to that. i made him go to sex and the city with me. it was a good movie. haha it was long tho. i almost fell asleep driving home.
hmmm...
i want my pool to open soon.
i feeel like swimming.
and playing tennis again! mmm.
im bored.
and tired.
sooo. i love life.
i love warm weather.
but i hate my job.
and gas prices.
ugh.
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[27 May 2008|12:03am] |
I'm really happy with life.
even if sometimes i might not act like i do.
(F.Y.I i've been really emotional with like everything lately)
sooo... that explains my crappy attitude towards somethings.
Last week i was at work. Kind of having a pretty shitty day. And i had all these emotions bottle up inside me. I swear once my boss came into work. I knew something bad was going to go down. And when i was helping customers, and thinking in my head that closing with my boss tonight is going to be dreadful. And i guess my thoughts appear on my face. Because while i was helping people. My boss with yelling in my to Smile. and he said it to me like 3 other times. Which was really embarrassing and everyone that i work with with could tell he was yelling at me. Which was even more embarrassing so... I started holding backk my tears. you know, i went into the freezer trying to calm myself. Well obviously it didn't work. Because once my boss pulled me aside... i started breaking down with tears. ugh. it was seriously the worst day of my life. and i was sooo embarrassed. ugh. and i seriously been crying over the most silliest things. Like silly arguments me and joe get into. Or watching dumb movies like little giants. haha i don't understand. ugh im like going through a really weird stage in my life i think. idk?
my birthday is coming up!
im excited.
my mom is paying for me to get my hair
highlighted, dyed, and cut!.
and she also has another surprise for me..
i think its going to be a camera.
and im also going to chicago the day after.
w/ michelle for a few days.
im super excited
im going shoppppping!
i think once i get back though im going to need find a new job.
i need too.
im hoping ill find something.
idk.
i love tlc.
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[18 Mar 2008|04:42pm] |
I wish I was normal. And had a better sleeping schedule. I hate how i can't get to sleep until 3 every night. and i wake up around 1 everyday. Ugh. it sucks.
Michelle, Lauren, and I made cakes for our boyfriends. It was cute. My looked like shit. But i thought it was cute. haha. I'm so mean though. I mad Joe think his surprise was not a cake. but that he was going to be getting some. haha eww. I didn't think he would really fall for it. But the night before i gave him his cake. I told him he could come over, and my parent's wont be home.and he'll get his surprise. lol and i guess he called up Ricky saying he thinks he going to get some.. lmao. Ohhhh boys. all of them are same. lolz. Oh well. he was happy with the cake too. =]
im going to fail ancient world.
and my mom is pissed.
i can't help it.
its just way to confusinng...
ugh.
im bored .
i should go back to studying.
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[15 Mar 2008|05:05am] |
You know, I'm the kind of person that really hates changes. I meann, i try not to dwell on it. But i hate it.
And it just kind of makes me a little upset to find someone that i totally respected as a person. Changed all the morals he had. It just sort of sucks. He had rules for himself. And what was so funny and yet sometimes annoying, he always got mad if I broke them. or any other person. Which was silly... I meannn i wasn't no "Straight Edge" person or whatever. I don't get if you would call yourself that for so many years.. and BRAND,yourself to let everyone else know your Alcohol free. To just turn around and do the stuff that you supposedly strongly disagreed with. And hated everyone who did it. I think it's very hypercritical. And a bunch of bull shit. And i just want to laugh at you. Because now you have all that shit on yourself with no meaning what so ever. And that will stay with you for the rest of your life. And i hope it reminds you that you are a very very weak person.And to think I used to be sort of upset that we weren't friends anymore. But now that i think of it.. Im glad we arent.
I think if you gonna make a big deal on labeling yourself.. you should think twice on the outcome. And what type person you become from it.
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[14 Mar 2008|02:25am] |
im watching reno911
i love itt!
i vacuum my room.
it feeelz nice.
lolz.
im bored.
mmm. these books by elizabeth scott are coming out in a week.
im totally excited.
and... SARAH DESSEN'S BOOK COMES OUT IN A MONTH!!
im SUPPPPER EXCITED!! I've been waiting for year for this.
no joke! im excited.
i love reading! =]
i hate that commercial where tons of people say " It's my money, and i need it now" it drives me nuts.
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[07 Mar 2008|01:18am] |
pft.
i got sweet kicks.
incredible boyfriend.
an actual best friends.
an understanding family.
and a fish.
im set for now.
=]
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[01 Mar 2008|03:06am] |
sooo, i almost killed my fish yesterday.
it was the saddest moment ever.
i was all cleaning the tank and what not.
and i was an air head, and not thinking.
like 89% of the time. and i filled the tank up with ice cold water.
i put free willy in there. and it started like swimming around weird on me.
and then sink to the bottom. i was sure i killed him. and i ran down my stairs with the bowl in my head. water splashing everywhere. and i starting screaming for my mom, saying "i killed free willy...i killed free willy!!". and i started crying. and my mom was like.."yeah its dead. GO get the pizza."(we order pizza). and i was like ugh. then my dad comes out of no where. takes the bowl. and puts hot water in it. and free willy just started swimming around again. it seriously was a miracle.no lie. my dad was like god. he healed my fish. AMEN!
and i hit someone the other night.
because im a air head.
and like to back out real far for no apparent reason.
i definitely didn't see the car. because it was dark out.
and it was a black car.
but my car is EH OKAY!.
But negative on the other car.
MYYY BEEE!
i really did feel like shit tho.
blah.
just wasn't my week. =[
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[21 Feb 2008|05:01pm] |
hm.
im really bored.
but. tomorrow is Laurens birthday, we all going to the club.
haha. it's going to be a funny sight. because me and michelle dance like little white girls.
oh well. =]
i woke up pretty early today.
like 1030.
that is soo early.
i dont think i have woken up that early in like 3 months.
but yeah.
probably because i didn't stay out late last night.
i came home around 230.
but i was freaking out.
last night. joe and i were on are way back to his house.
and these creepy guys started following me. and it was creepy me out.
so joe said turn into the gas station. so i did. then we lost them.
and i started heading back to his house. and randomly out of no where. the same car found me again.. and started following me!! i was like OMGZ! and.. i ask joe where the police station was at. and told me.. and i drove real fast to it. and they were still keeping up. and once i turn into the police station i lost them. and funniest thing. because i think they turn right back around.. to see if i was leaving. and when they did.. the cops pulled them over. and arrested them hahahz BITCHEZ!!! =]
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[14 Feb 2008|05:20pm] |
Mmmm,i hate being in school.
ugh.
but yesterday was good.
in my make up class.
we has to make are selves look really old.
it was amazing.
i meaan, i looked so old.
and i looked soo tired.
but it was cool.
after class. i was going to my car. and joe was waiting for me. aw and gave me flowers for an early gift. it was to cute. i love him. thenn we went to leos. and he took me to pick out my fishhy.<333 and i gave him his gift.
he loved it! and was suspecting 2 pairs of shoes.! so he was really excited.<3
today i have class.
and im going to try and get out of my photography class early. so i can go out to dinner with him.
=]
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[12 Feb 2008|12:26am] |
Soooooo......
lifes good.
had a pretty good weekend.
friday i worked.
and then i wanted to see fools gold or whatveer.
so me and joe were going to catch the last show at 1030.
but, joe drives like a grandma, so we didnt make it on time.
so we decided to go to rack and roll. but all the ppool tables were full.
so we went to stake and shake. and got shakes. which they suck. cold stone isss wayyyy better.
then met up with ricky and brittany and went bowling. That was a good time.! i love ricky and brittany. their such nice people. =]
Saturday, i went to 12 oaks with my mom! that was fun! thenn work. then hung out with Lauren and Joe, went to BWW, and rack and roll. and just drove around. got some tiblets from tim hortons then i spent the night at laurens house.
Sunday, i worked. and joe came over. and then we fell asleep. and he didnt go home till 530! YIKES! i feel bad. because he got in trouble. but things happen i guess.
Today i workeed
went to starbucks with joe.
then i went to mall to get his V-Day gift.
I got him some Nikes.
they are pretty sweet.
they are bright yellow,blue, and greeen/
he going to be looking pretty BA in those.
I have really no idea what he's getting for me.
i think a fish.
or shoes.
or flowers.
or all.
im not sure.
haha
he wont tell.
oh well.
SURPRISE! i guess.
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[02 Feb 2008|01:24am] |
tomorrow i work pretty much all day.
happy l year cold stone!!!
i can't believe i worked there for a year.
jeez oh petes.
oh well.
my brother is home.
=]
he's next to me.
on his laptop
wearing this really weird biking hat.
haha
he loves biking.
he seen a picture of me and joe.
he says he's really happy for me.
which makes me really happy.
because my brother's approval means a lot to me.
=]
for photography i have to take pictures of people.
that would be pretty fun.
so im excited.
hmmm.
i've been drinking a lot of tea.
it feels good on my throat.
because it hurts sort of.
Joe was really cute yesterday.
because i wasnt feeling well.
he was letting me sleep. and he got me water.
and what not.
walked me into my house. made sure i went to bed.
it was cute.
i hung out with michelle today
shes my best friend. =]
i really want to go to chicago.
ash. ;]
my back hurts
hmm, im bored.
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[26 Jan 2008|03:34am] |
soo, last few days are pretttyyy good.
i went over joes last night and he made me mac and cheese. aha.
and it was perfect. way better then i ever can.
then we went to dunkin donuts for one of those frozen drinks.
and i wanted to do something crazy. and i kept begging joe to think of something.
i guess are idea of crazy is going to a local coney island. ha
ugh. it was still fun. being with him and all. =]
todayyy, woke up went to 12 oaks with him. i bought a zippie from hollister.
Shoes and MAC eyeliner and mascara at Macy.
thennnn, went home.
chilled.
had dinner with my family.
my sister came over.
miss her.
so it was nice being with the family.
thennnnn, i got ready took a shower.
and Joe came over and met the fam!.
it was cute.
i was nervous.
it was weird.
but good.
we were going to go clubbing with Brittany and Ricky.
but i mean that's just really isnt my thing.
and its not his either.
and my mom didnt really want me to go.
soooo, we just told them that.
and went to Ramz Horn.
and to house to watch American History X
that movie is sad.
ugh.
depressing.
anyways.
tomorrow im seeing lauren and maybe michelle if she free.
i miss them.<3
well good night.
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[24 Jan 2008|02:55am] |
today was a good day, i woke up at like 2.
had a pretty good sleeep.
then i had to go to school to sign some papers to get money back.
and then picked up joe.
went and got my make up kit.
then to wendys.
and i made joe drive home.
because i was sick of driving.
and i hate driving in the snow.
it's scary.
i rushed to school.
had my make up class.
i love it!! the teacher said i do a pretty good job for just starting off.
its amazing!
after class me and michelle went to leos.
and i brought my camera with me because i had to use up the rest of my film.
haha had some good pix
anywho.
tomorrow should be fun developing it
so im excited.
and joe has a surprise for me.
i think he's cooking me something.
haha
cute.
oh well.
=]
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[22 Jan 2008|04:30pm] |
I skipped my math class today.
i wasnt finish with all my homework.
and i didnt want to not have it finish and then rush over there.
and.. thennnnnn not take shower gross.
sooo im just chilling at home.
then going to my ancient world history class.
and be really bored.
im not sure if im going to my photography either.
because i didnt do a whole roll of film. but yeah.
maybe ill go over joe's.
im not sure.
hmmm.
blah.
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[19 Jan 2008|03:20pm] |
what a week it has been.
my classes are going pretty goood.
the make up class is amazing.
i love it. and the people in it.
they are extremely nice.
=]
in my photography class i'm really lost.
and never know what the hell they are talking about.
But Joe said he will teach me everything.
what a good boyfriend.=]r
he really is though.
i am so happy we found each other.
he treats me so right.
and he makes me smile and happy.
and...there hasn't been a day where i haven't seen him.
haha i guess i can't get enough of him=]
and he loves to read!
we were at barns and noble looking at photography books. and he was naming off all these writers and artist.
I loved it! mmm! haha
joe and i, and michelle and david all went bowling. it was fun. Joe was a little shy. but i know he'll open it up the next time he sees them. he told me he really thought they were cool. so that's good =]
Michelle, Lauren, Scott, Roger and i all hung out the other night. It was a goodtime. We try going to scary places but it didn't work out. So we ended up in detroit and ate at this greek restaurant. But it was really fun. Doing something different for a change. And it been so long since i hung out with Scott and Roger. I miss those fellas. =] It reminded me of like 10th grade all over again haha.
hmm, well my grandparents left for florida for like 3 months. Im going to miss them. ugh. i went over last night to tell them good-bye. and i told my grandma i didnt want her to leave. and my momdra yelled at me. She thought it was rude. and said how would it feel if someone told you they didnt want you to leave if you were going on a trip. I told i would feel flattered. lolz.
i told jake that i should be getting a raise because ive been working at cold stone for a year now.
he didn't agree.
which is bs.
because we are doing so well with our sales then before.
im sure he could afford it.
ugh.
he told me i was greedy. and i told him no. im just pooor. lol.
oh well. i should reallly start cleaning my room
ugh.
bye bye for now.
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[16 Jan 2008|01:13am] |
I <3 my boyfriend A WHOLE LOT <3333
he is the cheese to my macaroni
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[10 Jan 2008|05:35pm] |
im just really really happy!
classwes are ok.
my make up class is mega awesome
ancient world history suckks
photography totally lost.
but i think ill catch on.
and math is math
and some guy is totally making me smile.
and im happy.
and so stoked for saturday =]
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[05 Jan 2008|12:35am] |
all and all good break.
christmas was good.
i got north face jacket.
got the uggs
got a channel.
got mad gab.
seen most of my friends.
hated it when michelle left
twice.
had a boring and sad new year.
another year with the family.
how lame can i get.
did a lot of readding.
and excited to start some new ones.
work has been crazy busy over the holidays.
kind of weird.
im sick of the same old guys.
i want something new.
something refreshing.
that i wouldnt have to feel that i always have to go back to the same ones.
doesnt really make any sense.
but, whateve.
i just want something exciting to happen.
just something that i wouldn't expect to happen.
just give that to me.
and i would be a very content little lady.
=]
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[21 Dec 2007|11:35pm] |
ugh, christmas is coming.
im excited.
people are dumb.
i have this huge scrape on my leg. from some idiot.
i hate how some guys treat me with no respect.
and try and act all cool in front of his friends and being drunk.
fag.
im mad. haha
yesterday i look online to fine a few books i would love to purchase to read.
i found a few interesting one. so im excited.
Im so stoked for next semester.
I can't wait to be learning some new shit.
like make up
and photography.
And i did pretty good last semester.
i was pretty impressed with myself
Juno came out.
i really really want to see it.
hmm.
Michelle leaving me.
im sad.
ugh
im taking care her dog tho.
im a good friend.
haha.
im tired
i think im going to try and go to sleep.
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